everylittlething

2008-05-02T03:31:00.000-07:00

Hello relinkk pleaseee (:

www.landfillsbelow-me.blogspot.com

2008-05-01T04:00:00.000-07:00

Everylittlething is closing down soon.After the exams i guess.hahas.At the mean time,mug hard peeps. (:

2008-03-25T03:46:00.000-07:00

I shouldn't be here right now,i really shouldn't.But i can't help it i just need to write what happened to me today down.It's damn fucked up when you lost something,then you find it,nd after that you realise you lost 2 more things nd it's tedious to get them back.

I just don't feel like talking verbally to anyone now,i hate it when i lose my stuffs.I could've prevented it from happening if i wasn't so darn fucking careless la,fuck la,nd both stuffs that i've lost were just bought not long ago de la.FUCK.

Consider me vulgar i don't care but i feel so damn fucked up now.knn.

2008-03-13T03:09:00.000-07:00

EMOweather EMO people EMO movie EMOresults All these connects withEMO!!

Screw this EMO! laptop.

Koizora/sky of love is really not suitable for emotional people.Your heart will hurt so bad after the show.Kinda regretted watching it,cause it's so darn sad!SAD SAD SAD SAD.It's pure 100% sadness.Even till now though the movie has ended for like 2 hours,the images of the movie still lingers around my head,it's like i can't get rid of it,cause it's so heartbreaking.=(

Usually during rainy days,I'm high,but the rain this march didn't make me high at all.Rather,it caused so much inconvenience la.Getting drench nd soaky feet almost everyday.And for 1 week of holidays,we are supposed to go back for 3 days,if i hadn't dropped accounts,then it'll be 4.=.=So sian diaos,i know what some people will say,"for our own good" i understand all these,but it's really damnnnnn tired la.It's merely a one week holiday!!!

Guess this is what the school wants us to feel?Stressed up,tied to school,studies.Now it's like whenever i'm about to spend time on leisure,i'll feel so guilty.So short of time!!Rawrs.
Well.Whatever it is just keep motivating each other la.Time will pass soon indeed. =.=

2008-03-10T07:49:00.000-07:00

Towards the end of the rainy noon,i realised that it's pretty relaxing enjoying jazz with a wet weather outside thinking about things (;

Love this new singer,love her music.Her music's delicious.(im not bian tai)

I know that it might sound strange
But you made my seasons start to change
It happened so suddenly
Like heaven has waited up for me
I've just been looking so long
Kept meeting my Mr.Wrong
In every model and every size
Now my fantasy
Is staring at your eyes
Sometimes you think I'm beautiful
But I don't know
I'll keep it to myself
You say it,
It feels wonderful
My smile can show
I'm lost in paradise
The letters you wrote to me
Showed me the sogns I've never seen
I thought every man I'd want
Falls out of a dating magazine
But I konw that with you
That was so far from the truth
On every page and evert line
Now you're my everything
I guess you know how to read my mind
I know
I guess that it shows
The message that flows to me
Makes it more worth than make believe

ENJOY~

2008-02-26T00:20:00.000-08:00

No wonder people say that students from knn sec school are terrible,nd most of them don't have a future,heyy,you know you people prove them right?

I used to believe that there are no such things as totally rotten,but i guess you people proved me wrong.Older than me i guess,yet still so childish nd immature,get a life la,look around you nd maybe you'll notice that it's as if you are still babies sucking your mother's breasts for milk.That's how childish you people are,or maybe i shouldn't compare you people to babies,too imcomparable,babies seems too angelic words to be used for you.Yea im fuming with anger now,it's obvious,nd i guess only such lousy nd no brain/future people can make me feel that way,please feel ashame cause your like the black sheep of knn ss.How does it feel to make people from combine science look down on you.More shame right?Anyway,i guess your too stupid nd brainless to feel that way,well actually i dont mind telling you the meaning of it,"the painful feeling arising from the consciousness of something dishonorable, improper, ridiculous, etc., done by oneself or another." Oh,i sorry maybe you people won't understand all these,well,to cut short,it actually means disgrace.Figured that i shouldn't be so kind nd help you check up the meaning again,well go nd ask your school teachers,i bet even the chinese speaking cleaners know what's the meaning.But dont get disheartened okay,cause one day your might do what they do,nd im sure by then your should understand what shame means cause this word might have been used on you people many time.So before a new word called/ spelt "RETARDED,IDIOTIC" is being used on you people, stop acting like one.(Well although i'm not too sure whether that's acting.)Taking public transport,places nd PEOPLE,yes people,like you owned them.Cause please,i'm damn sure you people are not stupid untill you don't know that even if you have riches,in a society like now,you can never buy a person with pride with your stinky cash from your parents.Get it?

2008-01-22T02:16:00.000-08:00

Sudden.Everything happens so suddenly,nd believe it,most of the time,we guys do not have a choice over what outcomes we want even when we put in all our efforts,the outcome might just leave you with your jaws wide open.

Today i've got lots to say.But i just can't seem to find the correct words to use.Life's like so unpredictable.Sighs.

The knotty isn't untied.D.E.C.O.D.E

2008-01-05T23:47:00.000-08:00

I need some inspiration.I've got a long letter to write,nd im so lost for words.Everyday cept the weekends is a mug day!Lawls,so guess this blog may be dead for some time?Neverminds,MUG HARD peeps~

2007-12-26T07:05:00.000-08:00

How many people will actually leave a foot print in my life.I wonder.

Nevermind,haha,well picture taken from aus(: If i can,i don't want to come back.Lol.Sometimes i wished..

THIS.(it's a desert)

Hold on,this was actually the height i was coming down from.

Rideaway alone,how will that feel?Hahs.How is it travelling with a bunch of people you don't know overseas,alone,guess it'll be something memorable,exciting.Someday,maybe.. ^^

2007-12-09T09:06:00.000-08:00

Happy happy,what a nice day today was.Well just that i was rudely woken up by my dad's lion-liked roar.lols.Totally pissed when he roared at me to wake up.As if he doesn't laze around his bed.Oh well,let me continue with my happy post.Went for breakfast as usual,just that we (mama,sista,me) wore more formally cause we were heading for chitty chitty bang bang at esplanade.

Well..our view for the show's a good one,just that my neck hurt caused had to turn quite a bit,but we were near the stage la,it's at circle 2 or 3.Can't remember.Lol,after the show we went Chocolate Bar for some chocolate,obviously.Lol,thumbs up for the pastries nd drinks over there,i had some pecan oreal white choc drink.Nice!;D

Then headed to marine parade to buy some stuffs,nd headed for dinner,after that went to the cold storage at heartland mall for some fruits for FONDUE at home~Heehee.Totally rockk

Though you won't see this,but from the bottom of my "BIG" heart.heehee,though we are not a bit related on the blood ties shit,but thanks for always believing me nd yepp,i hope you'll always be there for me,like how it is now(:

Happy 61th birthday. ♥

Heyy,please learn to self-love.

2007-12-03T07:46:00.000-08:00

Fuggies~
Alrights,I'm trying to make myself slightly less energetic by doing some stuff on the net.Nd here i am now,blogging.Hmm,alrights,i shall rant about songs again.

I listen this song a lot of times yesterday.Haha didn't did it on purpose,just left the player continuing this song.This time round,her album really attracts me!Haha.Enjoy.

2007-11-27T08:10:00.001-08:00

Some friends,you hold them on very tightly,then one day you let go nd want to see how's it like when you let go,will it be there on it's on?Or will it fly away nd never come back.But never would you have thought that,it was long gone already.Your just some idiot holding on alone for that stupid thing.Heyy ... you'll never read my blog anyway,yes you have passwords for my pb,nd some other stuffs,but you never once check it out.Probably that was also why i gave them to you.So im just the extra.fucking extra.This should've been in my pb.But i guess it doesn't matter anyway.

Maybe i had realised this long ago,but i just thought we were still considered close friends despite all that fuck up stuffs that had happened.Alrights,done.I guess we aint gonna talk.Anymore?or just for this moment.i don't know.But for sure,i'm not going to initate again.Not anymore.

2007-11-27T06:40:00.000-08:00

BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Ahh tan did something damn 'extrodinary' today.She run towards the toilet,so quickly,nd she shouted "yay wo yao kuai dian qing qu bu yao gei ni men qiang dao wo de toilet bowl."Then,me nd eating,looked at her,both stunned,nd then started laughing like mad dogs.Because,that madd dung,had ran into the gents,nd when we wanted to tell her that,she thought we were very interested in cop-ing the toilet bowl!LOL.Hard for me to explain but hah,it's was really D.A.M.N funny. (;
I have no choice,but to say it's fate.Damit,damit,damit.GRR why must everything be so fated?lawl,give email also can give wrong.my god,i must be an asshole recarnation.yepp,i wana be your F3.pss.lol.my god,damn ps sia.

2007-11-23T07:25:00.000-08:00

Edited.

Today's a bad day for me towards the end,night time,shall elaborate it more tomorrow if i have time cause i'm really beat.okay,i recommand this song,which i came across when i was listening to 9.33 the xian ge ji yi.This song so emo,but i think jeff,huang jian fu sing not bad, but still i thought that something was lagging,then i keep listening nd listening after the first time i posted this post,then,i realised,it's not that he mumbled or something,it's sing sing too nicee le!Her voice got so much feeling that i don't know how to describe.This is a nice song,so i'll admit his voice quite okay.

I really like sing,as in shi xing hui,she REALLY can sing!

2007-11-22T01:55:00.000-08:00

According to the rules of the theme: People who are tagged should write a blog post of 7 weird things about them as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 7 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says 'You are tagged' in their comments and tell them to read their blog.

Lawl.nd i was tagged. =/

okay,since that's the case.

1. i don't most of the time,share salivar with people.i can't stand it.
2.my temper's real bad when i enter places that are very untidy,dirty.etc.
3.i sing when im in bad mood.
4.like to hmmm songs,even when alone?
5.HATES HONEYDEW.my god,the smell of it erks me.
6.likes ugly key chains?
7.don't really like big crowds nd meet new people who i don't know.

yea,so guess that's about it.Urm,about the tagging people part,i think im gonna skip it.Lawl.>.< sorry i didn't go by the rules.=x

2007-11-14T05:54:00.000-08:00

Okay,I'm gonna introduce a quite new album that was just released not long ago. (:
This is the first song that they have it as the zhu da ge.Quite nice nd i'm really into qing feng's voice la!Oh,nd most of the song as in 97 to 98% are completely composed by him nd the band.Enjoy this song ((:

I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com.

Nd for those people who doesn't like soda green for their voices nd music,kindly click on the pause button or just skip this post.haha,cause i know there'll definately be some people who will just hate qing feng's voice,say he's a gay nd etc.But i don't care,cause i think soda green's a damn cool band nd i really like their music.It's not pop song okay!! lol.It's soda green music.Sadly i haven't buy their cd!Damit.If it wasn't for my mum who decided that since it's holiday i shalln't get money,i would have gotten the cd long ago,or at least,today!Grr.Their music is really damn good la,when i get the album then i'll jie shao more,cause it's really a very special band that's got it's own attitude.

Some people left comments on SodaGreen's blog saying something like they've gone commercialise,as in their music aint as good as compared to last time,but they got SCOLDED by QF saying that SodaGreen had not gone commercialise nd etc,cause all these songs that are inside the albums,were all composed long before they won the best band award.Haha,nd i choose to believe them cause i've heard the album online,nd i think it's great lor!Heh heh,support ZHEN BAN okay! Don't DL!!

Anyway,today was a super "late" day.I was late for choir.I woke up at around 12.15 to 12.30.When i saw the clock,I was so freaking shocked.My alarm had been snoozing since 8.30 nd i just totally ignored it.Damit,must've been the rain that make me sleep like a dead pig. >< height="355" width="425">

2007-11-07T01:33:00.000-08:00

He said,remember,nd believe.

Remember what you've been through,learn the lesson,nd believe in yourself to succeed.The journey might be a painful one,but that will make you more experienced than the others."I WILL nd MUST study hard next year.Nobody's always lucky,even if there is someone that lucky,it won't be me."

Wounded with mixed feelings,i'm happy for myself nd close friends who have made it nd get promoted to sec 4,though i know survivals like me don't deserve to be happy,but still having able to make it to sec 4 with this attitude about studying this year,should deserve a pat on da shoulder.(How lucky.)But i'm not too happy cause i don't feel happyContradicting?With good friends hanging about at the boundary of retaining,having to see the P nd VP,FT,going pump,etc upcoming things,how am i supposed to be happy?

People,if there is a retest,your must study damn fucking hard okay!please.The class aint whole without your.There won't be anything attracting me to school,to that class again.If there is something i can do to help your promote,i'll do whatever i can.Don't give up okay,the school,P nd VP may be just scaring your only,as in like what the retainees in our class had said,they make them find school,to let them understand the process isn't easy nd treasure their time in cch.

Don't let the laughter ever be gone. :)

Back to me,my holidays will only be filled with pump,choir, nd not much else.Wanted to pick up an instrument supposingly,but don't think i'm able to,blame it all on me,the results i've created myself.The state i'd caused myself.But anyway,IF my holiday hadn't been so miserable filled up,i'll most probably take up piano or electric guitar.I'm really in love with electric guitar,if it wasn't that i have a piano up home,i doubt i'll take up that instrument.But no choice,my mum will never allow me to get a electric guitar even if i learn it cause i think she's more keen in me learning PIANO.But that's like so common,lol,though the sound is very nice,but it's really like very common lor.><

Going KL tomorrow,hope i'll be back safely on sat!^^ Only me nd my mum's going there.Says she want do manicure,then shopping spree.Hmmm,hope we will be able to lah,i'm kinda worried anyway,cause heard that security there isn't very good recently due to bad economy.RAWR.

goodluckto me!

2007-10-28T07:30:00.000-07:00

Watched secret today again.Second time,really love the show,the story ends with such a unpredictable twist,sweet yet sad, =[ I love the piano pieces,especially ride with me, it's so nice!haha nd i can't wait for jay's concert,heard from $$ that the concert held on 19 jan then all tix sold out already lor!Tmd,left single seats!WTH!!RAWR.I hope there's a second show!!I want first rows!!

Saw this skin while i was browsing for skins,so nice la!But why must it be PINK?It's gonna be so much nicer if it aint pink!GRR.

Anyway, yeah there's no school tomorrow,no school means no problems,no problems means no troubles,no troubles mean HAPPY.haha i hope.This week of e learning is a period for me to slightly escape the reality,because although there is more percentage of confirmation that i'll promote,but there are also unpredictable possibilities that i might now.Nd so what even if i get promoted,there are more troubles that are upcoming.Meeting the teachers,getting ready for O's nd stuff!Next year's gonna be a early year everything will be fast-forward.How tiring.So,yepp,haha,make full use of this e learning week nd am really gonna do some serious learning!

Away with the learning nd stuffs,i really miss my mum!Good thing she's coming back tomorrow!Haha,i will force her to take plenty of leave nd hang out with me!!

Blessing for hinaa ... pray pray (: hao ren you hao pao okay!

2007-10-26T08:11:00.000-07:00

Neutral.

There's many meaning for the above words.But it meant i had a not so interesting,yet not so boring day.I discovered somethings,nd did somethings which i thought was meaningful.I'm tired,or speechless.hahs so end here rights.

JIGSAWW.S cannot change it's shape to fit in the puzzle.

2007-10-22T07:47:00.000-07:00

BOO what a day.

Faking a smile trying to pretend that failing a maths is nothing, is tough.Congrats to those who had score well,but don't rub salt in those who hadn't leh.Your may think we deserve it,but there was hard work afterall.Really,at least for me,i worked hard.

There are thousand nd millions of disappointment words cannot describe,nd it all happens in one sickening place,the school.

2007-10-10T03:42:00.000-07:00

Kids are those who can make you smile even if your sick,sadd,heart brokenn,etc (;

Heh heh,seriously,i like kids a lot.Most of them.haha,they are so funny,mischievous naughty yet they can bring real joy to those taking care of them.If only i have a baby brother,i'll dote him like madd.lol.

As i was caking with my friend today,i realised that a lot of unfortunate stuff had happened to me,shan't say here,but actually to think about it,it had made me see things from a much more detailed perspective everytime nowadays.I've learnt to tolerate,rational nd dump that old kuku me away,which had used to be so dependant on people.Maybe sometimes what Mdm Hsin Shu Han says is real,cause afterall, she's been through more than what i've.

Heaven will never be too kind nor too mean to a human,hence despite all those minor misfortune that had happened to me,i still have real nd supportive family who dotes on me so much,friends who speak what they feel then faking what they actually meant,and teachers who will go the extra mile to save me from the exams all these are carved into my memory nd they'll never be erased nor taken for granted.

Thank you all those who had been accepting me for my poor attitude,bad temper,"sternn face",lame jokes, nd poor results.If it aint for you people,i think i am already suffering from serious depression.lol. mushymushy,but i love your!! heehee ((;

Lastly,my apologises to those whom i've daoed.i don't mean it unless you dao me first.Cause a lot people said that when i don't smile,i look damn fucking dao.i really don't mean any percentage of purposely diaoing your.serious!!! actually i am one person who really don't find it easy to talk to someone whom i'm not very close with,that's why if i never talk to you,it really doesn't mean that i don't like you or whatever.People if you're offended by me in some way like that,i'm sorry okayy.

Lastly,good luck for the debriefs!! esp for me. =/

2007-09-20T03:34:00.000-07:00

Saw this super cool video by a malaysian singer..he's very talented,but not sure whether he will kena sue by m'sia..haha

mugg hard people (;

2007-09-07T07:37:00.000-07:00

Don't emo people!!!

I saw on some friend's blog,emos,emos,nd emos.

i know there are times when the tides are rough,but if we just sit there nd moan nd groan at our misery,then we'll be more miserable,but if during this misery time,we try our best to make ourselves happy nd contented,at least the amount of time that we are miserable is shorter.lawl,maybe most of you can't understand what i'm trying to say,but i think this is the chinese meaning for what i'm saying..

船到桥头自然直。<-- so there's no use thinking too much,esp on the extreme bad side of things.

eg. while waiting for some results stuffs,you keep thinking on the bad side of something,make yourself miserable nd sad,but if during this period of waiting time,you do things that make you happy,then won't that cut short the amount of time for being sad if the result you were waiting for is bad? (:

Exams are coming,like in 2 weeks time,this week during pump nd all the remedials with mr soh,mr liow nd ms tan,seem to pass quickly nd i really hope what they've taught will go into my brain,nd never be erased.People from the good classes are striving to A1s,while i'm striking for a pass in all subjects for this E.O.Y.Why's there such a great gap?

i seriously don't know too. =/ oh well...

Anti emos okay people!!!! study hard (x

2007-09-05T07:24:00.000-07:00

My smile was sincere. ^^

As i sat on the bus home today,i thought about how i used to go about during my lower sec life.I was so imature when it comes to relationships.hahs.Thinking back,i think i would've think myself as a pest.

Things change,people change,thinking change.Want to,but no time to reflect on the good nd bad stuffs that had happened this year.I really hate it when people hate me,so i normally try not to offend people.Never did i expect that what i've actually thought nd post could raise such a conflict between me nd people.or rather,classes.

Nd there it goes again.sian.i hope this is the last one alr.
Okay! so someone told me about my good friend's best friend's blog nd so i went.ok,i admit that i've misunderstood mr liow.he's nice.seriously im sorry about misunderstanding him nd calling him a traitor.i should had gotten the facts right before saying those stuffs...
ok.even if i have any more things to add on,i think i shouldn't.Thinking of ways to shield myself,i might as well spend the time studying.i aint that smart anyway.I want to end things the way it is now.i'm tired of trying to explain for myself la.it takes 2 hands to clap ok.

We can never satisfy the world,but we can always choose to please ourselves.At the end of a sentence,there's a fullstop.so do conflicts.

2007-08-28T03:43:00.000-07:00

Giving up or holding on.

Seems like no matter how hard i try,i still can't do well for poa.Some friends ask me why don't i drop,but i really don't feel like dropping.Have i even done my best before trying to blame it all onto the subject itself?sighs.I want to master this subject,but why is it so difficult..but so easy to some other people?

I pay attention to poa lessons,miss tan even put me next to a 100 mark poa scorer.i thought things will turn better,but seems like it's going back to the square one again.At the start of chapter 12,i could still manage,but after she taught us new stuffs,it's like i forget everything AGAIN.Every single thing! tmd.

saddsaddsadd

nextup singing.

These past few months,i've been thinking what's wrong with my throat.It's like i can't hit high notes for a normal song,nd now even for some male singer song,i can't even control it well.damn it.After quitting OB,i haven't really sing.No time.Tuitions,remedials,auditions nd common tests.Being in a combine science class aint easy ok.i think most of you people won't believe me,but im stating a fact.^^

ilove singing.i want tosing.till the end of time.i don'feel like givingup. =/

but can i?

2007-08-26T07:29:00.000-07:00

*Ahem for some people's information.i saw this on a friend's blog,which i think was refering to me.so this is my reply.

i think you might have misunderstood my apology to choir is not trying to make you hate me or something,nor was the apology directly for you either.its for the whole choir.this thing nd calling your class terrorist is like 2 different thing although it does apply to you somehow,but however you seem to link them up.

Most people have classes they dislike most,sadly that class i dislike most is yours.dislike your class doesn't mean disliking all of you people,so seems like you've gotten the wrong idea.i think you are too impulsive nd your words are too harsh.it might be your character,but a friendly advise is that you think before you post adding to a fact that you are someone with great authority in choir.

Seriously,i didn't know what i've posted would cause you to have such a reaction.Maybe i can understand now cause when my friend told me about your blog,my mood was greatly affected.After reading your paragraph specially most probably for me,i was so pissed off i could've strangled.But i hope all of these will go away soon cause i don't wish a interclass game will affect so many people including me nd you.After all we used to be classmates of the same clique.

this is my blog you can choose to read but not to interfere with what my blog says.i hope this applies to all as i don't wish this will drag any other people from any of the 2 classes down somemore. (:

2007-08-22T03:09:00.000-07:00

Falling,failing,FAILINGS.

cock up studies.don't know what i've been doing.dread what i'm doing.failing so happily.no sense of guilt.what's becoming of me?hah.

i've been failing more than i've been passing.i don't want to have a chance of retaining you know?seriously.but i just can't find the drive to concentrate nd just do the things i'm supposed to nd not slack around.SIGHS.monica is tireddd.sooo tiredd.i wana sleep~.

tomorrow netball.i don't want to lose again.nd i seriously hope we will win.i hope terrorists will be thrashed tomorrow.i hate them.hao lian kings nd queens.my maths teacher is a traitor.i mean the assistant is a traitor.

lastly.i really have to apologise to choir,cause,i've let you down.sorry.truly sorry.

gayy. =/

2007-08-21T06:51:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt this way?

It's like you like this persopn many years ago like 3 or 4 years ago then due to some reasons,you had to give that person up nd continue living life like everything didn't happen,nd many years after you adapt to that life,you see that person,nd fall in "liking" with that person again?It's a weird nd mixed up feeling. =/

Well..frankly speaking,i admit that if that person was in the same school as me now,i'll definately fall for that person again,cause that person was so special.hah.The feeling that felt so freaking good everytime talking till late night with that person,gaming,crapping.

Though we haven't talked for like so long now,but any news about that person,almost no matter what it was about,i'm so interested nd concerned.This is driving me mad.lol.maybe i'm mad.eh but i can't be blamed totally ok.Cause the feeling for that person suddenly come back all to me at once marhs hahs.

i think.im head over heels.with.that.person.

inthepastnd now, xp

2007-08-10T08:04:00.000-07:00

tadaaaaa chekjawa!! nd outings. (x

L.O.V.E/S

2007-08-03T10:38:00.000-07:00

After school yesterday was disaster.Superrr suay,sickked.So today no school.Ah yu told me things about feng shui yesterday,lol so true.yepp..come to think of it,most of what she told me about the feng shui is quite true.=/

I woke up at 1 today.haha shockked when i saw the time..lol..my head weighed like stone lor..super giddy plus muscle aches nd stomache..sian diao..i think my throat's gna sore soon,cause its like super itchy now..lol if only i can scratch.

Life's so boring recently..so so so boring..

something good..im gng out shopping with angie tmr!!! yippee..lols..

2007-07-28T23:05:00.000-07:00

I HATE SCHOOL.

2007-07-25T18:51:00.000-07:00

Wth do you want from me.you don't like the sight of me?what's the big change suddenly,i don't think this is how a friend should be treated lor.you walk away without even telling me,you dao me almost all the time,telling you what i feel about something also kena scolded.wtf lah.im nt a slave can.

emotions can run thru me so quickly that i can quickly forget what all had happened.i cherish you my friend,but do you?i may not be your closest friend,but i'm sure you don't treat your friends the way you're doing now.

if you think i'm refering to you.then i'm.don't bother come asking me.

i hope all these will be over soon.

2007-07-22T06:26:00.000-07:00

Everybody got days whereby they do something stupid.nd that's what happened to me today.i've actually wasted today!RAWRS

okayy i've wasted my day because of my feeling.damn.feel soooo regretful now.dumb dumb.i want my day back again!if i could.today was so wasted cause i spent the whole afternoon playing audition.play till i got so tired and wanted to sleep,but i couldn't.i hate taking naps,it gives me headaches.i haven't done any work cept my reflections on some stupid chemistry pw.the pw is so lame that i think it suits the primary school kids better.it's some egg pw,like you soak 3 egg into vinegar,water nd hcl acid,then take pictures of them everyday.lame right?then we're supposed to write a group report which was done by jia yu,nd an individual report.i suan the pw..so -.- lor.think miss sri's gonna have a bad impression on me.=/

POA.damn i haven't done my work.i promised ah yu.i also don't know got what homework.tomorrow's gna be a longg day.hope that they cancel lessons and celebrate the belated racial harmony day lah!tmd,the school never celebrate lor!! HOW CAN!!! i want to sue them sia.

I HATE SCHOOL.I HATE LESSONS.I HATE TESTS.I WANA SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-07-21T09:27:00.000-07:00

Humans change dramatically even though nothing has happen.
Feelings is something that can be compared to money as the root of all evil.It can bring out a person's good,and it can also change people totally.

I've always been told that everything happens for a reason.Failing a tests makes a person want to strive harder.Suffering from a breakup makes a person stronger and more mature.But still,what reason is there for change of feeling suddenly overnight?(eh im nt suffering from breakup hor.im just sayn)

Again,my theory of the 2 bowling balls is the best explaination to my doubt.(;

okayy i shall show your my lovely dream audition boy~ xD

He's so shuai!!! keke

Angie the spideyyy!!

i love my mama!!!

LOVELY CHOIR short of the seniors D:

2007-07-05T07:06:00.000-07:00

"If everyday was being ranked.i'll rank today to be -10to e power of infinity."

you don't need to know the reason for why i wana do the things i do if you believe i have my own reason.you don't have the rights to say what's not true.in fact.when you point fingers at others.the other four are pointing directly back at you..get it?

Angie said.人最致命的身体武器，是嘴.it's so TRUE.Think before you talk,before you loose too many pals.though i haven tell you this.but gal you rly disappoint me tdy so much.though its only a sentence.but that was almost as powerful as wad that asshole had said.

I'm bad because i broke a promise made to angeline today.=/ sorry woman.next week's a promise.

2007-06-25T07:24:00.000-07:00

if i can ran away from home.you know.i will.i cant stand a moment with him any much longer.he loathe me,i dun like him too.blame me for everything.yeah.she's the smartest nd best.your beloved.im thrash.junk.crap.maybe im just a reflection of you.a reflection that i don't even wna be.

don't use your disgusting authority againist me.i aint one of your pet worker.call me rebellious?you caused me to be what im.i dun like you.i dun think i've nd i dun think she have to.since when have i started not liking you?im not sure.maybe you are clearer than me.since when you started venting your thrash temple on us.or on me.

i dun like you.

2007-06-14T09:31:00.000-07:00

Ehhloooww people! =D

I'm starting to suspect that i got split personality..seems like during this time yesterdayy i was still a sad kidd,but today im not.well i hope this hyper-ness lasts..

Yeah so many cheers to the success of my first audition at ark cafe!!! heehee..im really very very happy.

Actually i havn't been blogging lately because i didn't feel like,and i was really very down due to somethings that had happened,but somehow i've also realised that basically if i just sing out loud to my dearest sister (LOL) i won't feel that sadd anymore.Hmm what i do is i throw all my feelings into the song i sing.haha nd make the song uber emo~people who like to singg try this!!It does make your song more emotional (;

Oh nd i also learn what i need to improve on.Im actually very happy cause the person who tested me was just so straighforward nd tell me what i was lack of,which after so many lessons at OB i still havn't realised. =/

I was very angry yesterday about what happened to the lesson at OB.Irresponsible people.I really feel like telling him that he WAS very irresponsible,but i don't have that courage..ahaha im a uber coward!

When school starts people entering grand audi might see me everyday kena detention because i havn't done my wrk.I did so minimal.Even my essay was half written..Someone come ji li me do work lehh..

While im still in the goodie mood now,before my split personality takes over,i wana thank a few babes who stood by me (;

Angie,Zinc,Jun yuan,Eeron nd Mun yee.

Thank you for the talks,craps,games nd everything.Although your might not realise it,but you people really did make my mood better!

p.s jy haha ehh you not really daii lah..well there's always a fair reason why your less sensitive than others ma..its a good thing you know.you don't get hurt so easily.If not for your less sensitive-ness i doubt we can be such good pals (;

People always say cherish what you have now nd if you have something which you feel like saying,better say it fast or anything might happen in the next minute.-Angie

Babe i know your going through alot of consideration to whether you should see him,but no matter what your decision is,i'll always support you!i've decided that i better not give you my opinions because im not in your shoes nd i will not understand what you've been through nd thus make decision base on that.It will be unfair to you as you might be affected by my opinion.teeheee.so whenever your feeling troubled about this matter,gimme a call nd we talk about other stuffs..lols..no link huh?i also don't know what im saying..but im so gladd that we're goingWHOLE day shopping next week!!! it doesn't matter whether it's window shopping or what luh.We just gonna enjoy the walking nd fooding!!! <3

Da dao li women!ah zinc!

haha nu ren! i also got alot to say to you.we've both been emo-ed together before,then we keep super quiet.lol.i think we'll have to change that.Being emo is so not us.=D lets always remember wei lun's joke nd keep ourselves entertained ^^ Although with you i always yu dao bian tai nd you kena insect attack,but im gonna brace up nd believe that we won't always be that unluckily de!!I hate geography,lets hope tomorrow's project will be fun nd it won't rain!! i really want to cycle!! lol..i wan go zoo too!birdpark too!oh ya nd lemme tell you.your just winning me for the moment only okayy im gonna own you someday in all the games too..lalala =p heehee

alrights my fingers are tiredd now..lols..too much typing.i shiver alot today due to the audition.i was soo nervous.=/ Still still

Before i gooo i still wana thank you peopleeeeeeeeeeeee <333

2007-06-02T08:15:00.000-07:00

Was my previpus post very emo?lols..ok well maybe it was..but don't worry peppie..im okay =DD

i went alot of shopping recently.can't stand staying home the whole day..its so warm nd boring.That reminds me of the stupid self study next week.sian sia~arghh.curse the stupid school.i wish there'll be ob on wednesday..very long never sing liao..saddd..

0.o i did my manicure!!! hahahaha but zinc ps me!!!she never do..it wasted me so much money..very xin tong sia..but nevermind,cause i've mastered how to do it myself!!! (; heehee i hope lah..i mean if whoever don't mind..can always let me try out your finger de ((((:

Okayy im off now..ehh people jio me out lahhs hhahahahahaha but probably not next week..everyday got stupid self study shit..okayy so cya people soooon. =D

2007-05-14T08:14:00.000-07:00

Yoyoyoyo peeps!!!

hahahahahahha i know it's been a longgggg time since my last post.sorry lah,but was busy with exams,then hanging out with friends..i don't even feel like coming home beofre dinner everyday now.haha i know it's bad but,i don't wna stay home and start thinking about shiits again. (=

Okayy..so alotttt of things had happened all these while,alot,things have changed,feelings too.So well,actually it doesn't matter,as long as i can enjoy myself nd have fun,why the more should i care?haha,maths today wasn't good,i flunk paper 1 think the whole sec 3 cahot probably more people failed than they passed =/ maybe i'm wrong lah..Doesn't matter anyway,cause that's what happened in my class lah,but nevermind,we still have paper 2 ((=

I don't want thursday to come so soon,aiyo..thursday is my die die dayyy!!phy,poa,geog.what more can i stand a chance to fail more than these 2 sub?

Hmm..i want to watch movie,go singing and go beaches to cycle!!!lols,but among all these i really wana go bird park!!!don't know why,but i have been wanting to go..like so fun lor,but why must it be so far lehh,nd it seems like none of the people i asked are interested lor..so badd de..not friend enough leh..

I hope tomorrow will be a goood dayy.因为明天会更好。I believe this sentence! (=

well..today de wo xiang kai le.before all those came into my life.i was also leading a normal life.without all those.so i don't really need all those to be as happy as i was.cause i've got great people who can make me be happy without all those.so..all those.when you are close to me again,i am going to see you as a present.Thank you for letting me know about this all those.Cause its really a great present.i still love all those's all those things.Great time nd fun,haha i do hope all those will remember to get to me soon again. Lovedd.`

all those (=

2007-04-20T22:59:00.000-07:00

2007-04-20T08:04:00.001-07:00

CHOIR GOT GOLD!!! WEEHEEE!!!

我想要说我真的喜欢你(:没办法，我不想像太多，只要能开心，就好了。在这世上，有很多我们控制不了的事，只要能一直、坚持跟着自己感觉走下去，不管多大的困难，我们都能一起解决。但现在，你的心，在想什么我真得不懂了。是你让我坚信，只要跟着感觉走，就不会错的，不是吗？好几次了，那是暗示吗？

2007-04-15T05:52:00.000-07:00

So i wasn't feeling good at all today,woke up at 830..Dad thought i was crazy..was glad that he didn't say that i'm up early so that i can phone my boyfriend. -.-""" Things aint really that good as what i thought of,everything went haywired..

Tutioned for 3 hrs today,thanks vera,she's so nice to always give me extra lessons..(: My moods havn't been good since mid march,please make things better..The worst thing that's happening is that i've lost my voice,let me inform you how grave this matter is,friday is syf nd im loosing my voice 65% now.im left wif 45% of norm voice.

Tomorrow got tests,but im still not very good with log,stupid muclus keep coming out.Reframing from so many things but none seems to help..I want to get well but this body's nt listening to me!

walk nd left,coming back?give you a penny ok?Leave behind her not.
or taking you back have are given what you.i want to be well.. that's all i want.

"hmmm, coz humans will feel emo at times of life what, then now he is feeling low coz of a certain reason which he dont wna let you know, maybe he has his reason, but i guess he will be alright after some time and things will go back to its original form, perhaps you're thinking too much and you care too much so thats why you feel very troubled now but somehow, tmr will have its way and things will turn out better, maybe not as bad as what you think, in any case must be positive coz other than relationships, there are lotsa more impt things for you to dwell in, even if this turns out in a bad way, you still gotta accept if coz its part of life and growing up, dont think too much for now though it aint easy but just try, you cant afford to let this affect your studies."

2007-04-03T01:13:00.000-07:00

Harlowww~~ people!!

haha i'm sick today,ok why not say these few days.and yesterday was my limit already.got slight fever after tuition at mei xi's house,michale was happy with me yesterday!!! haha cause i score 9/20..not quite what he had expected,he expected me to score lower than that..and oh ya,i yesterday so nicee your know! i didn't laugh at michale nor at jie sheng!! aahaha..

bought A cash using ym own money just now,first time nehh use my own money,normally is my dad give me de..nevermind,i must learn to be independant and try not taking money from them..well..i wanted to give my audition character a new dressupmbut in the end there wasn't enough cash for the hair so i just bought the shirt i think its very nice,but it doesn't seem to go with the skirt my character's wearing lehh..but i really like the shirt alot..

yea its this shirt the girl's wearing,very nice right?but i didn't want this hair i wanted a hair with the cap de..very nice when it goes with the skirt nd the shoes nd shirt lol..when i got those stuffs i'll put the picture here for your to see!! (;

Anyway i've decided to slack like mad today,i aint going to study,let myself rest a day..ehh people who play audition sea add me lehh~ haha
thinking back,i just remembered when and how i started playing audition,but not fang bian to say here.And anyway,i think if today i had went school,miss tan will give out the poa test nd i'll have to face the truth of failing poa for the dunno how many times..super pissed off..its not i didn't study lah,the stupid poa's like super difficult to understand!!And i seriopusly do not know why some people like my cousin is a pro at it..lol..

ehh when your free ,go watch this video,very sad,but really nice,i may had share it with some of your le,but the rest,go watch it!! (;

还是她害怕她等不到她想等的祝福。"there are things i care about everyday,but can only say it once a year,"adapted from the flim "happy bitrhday".

2007-04-01T07:24:00.000-07:00

I think i'm going crazy..sigh..i feel so stressful,i just get so pissed off over small little things and just quarrell with whoever that pisses me off and i just cry so oftenly recently..sigh,what's wrong with me..

I didn't like yesterday,it just wasn't my day,i feel my whole life was so wreack..im so going crazy..my head hurts,and tell me who in the right kind of mind will feel good when she just got kick out of a competition due to some damn stupid reasons,and now she's quarrelling with her mum because her mum refuses to give her her allowance..damn..i just feel like shutting every thing now..

So many people asking me the same question makes me feel sick..i feel so unwell,sigh,everything's coming soon,choir syf,exams,besides these i still got tuitions and keyboard and singing classes,never felt like this before,never felt that i cant fall sick,used to fall sick as and when i want, but now seems like the moment i fall sick,so many things will be affected and that stupid michale will come running after me and wana kill me..

I'm enduring,but i don't know how much more i can go..i'm trying my best,not to give up yet..

when your just sit down there and compare us,have you ever think about my feelings?yes,she's the smart one,and yes im the failure.i cant do nothing right to please you,if that's so,im thinking,if you knew that i can never be compared to her,will you still bring me to this tiring place or just let me die.its abit harsh,but this's the damage you've caused within me..i dun feel no good.i feel terrible,i cant tell no one,they see me as a happy crazy girl who sings everyday.you think i cant do nothing but to dream about being a singer someday,you said not to waste your time and will only be there when im in the finals,i see..so if i were your precious daughter,will you do that to her?everything she does's right,you said you were biased towards me? haha,if there was a recorder to record everything,i guess it'd be better for you to see it yourself.im 15 not 16.

2007-03-29T06:28:00.001-07:00

First on the top ,we have EERON e geek in e rome!anyway that picture or style of his made me laugh till my tears dropped..

Secondly..we have ZINC!! haha..e girl who stole my pasta nd in the end wasted damn lot of food de ren!!

Thirdly..My dearest ah yu jie jie!! haha..lets eliminate the ~~extra kick~~ in the class who thinks so highly of himself!!! (;

Then we have AH cHIN!!!!! my dear dear girl!! haha thanks for my hubby de blogg!! all thanks to you..i love da dong!!! woots!!

Lastly,we have today's birthday "boy"!!!JASEN~~~!!! lets sing a song nd cheer for him!!!!

happy burfday to you happy burfday to you happy burfday to JASEN!!! zhu ni shen ri kuai le!! (;

With loves,i loathe ytd,bt tdy's a present,so i loved tdy!! ^^

i dunno what im saying,the crazy me..haha but if you can understand means you know me very very well..ahha cause me also don't know what me is writing,i mean typing.. haha

anw,everyone,just be happy ok? smiling isn't hard,crying nd frowning takes up alot more engergy! stay happy..i love you people!!

2007-03-18T08:47:00.000-07:00

Haha..ok so the march "holidyas" officially over,and i shall post what i've been going through these few days,actually i didn't really had a day of rest,but for all,it was worthwhile (:

let da pictures do da work!!! lazy me!! hahas..

seaweed nd ah chin!! haha on our trip to hua yi!! ^^ nd that's nat!!

The halfdone ferry's wheel! nd tt's our warm up pervertic conductor made us do very hard warm ups bt i think it helped (:

HOT SPOT of da dayy! mr low!! wuhuu i hope you still have hope in choir thanks for all the patience,choir loves you!!

nd this is cookie monster nd momo pigg~~ hahas..ilovecookies too!

don't be fooled,this is a real person acting stoning there,it'll move when someone gives him money!!! nd the sun's beautiful right?hahas,

Nd last i'll say i love choir to da core,i will do my very best to make choir proud!!haha nd im nt gng sch tmr!!wuhu (x
loves;the holidayys, (:

nitex people..

2007-03-09T06:16:00.001-08:00

Todayys not a good day..Since when have i started grading my days..hahas..so quickly,a term has passed..10 weeks wasted most of my time not studying hard enough,hence failing so many subjects..if there's anyone to be blamed..shall be me..yeah thanks mr gan for your words i think what you've said today when i wenta find you was so much help to me..at least i don't feel really very forced to come to school for the self-studies..

Choirr's going to be my closest companion next week..i'll be seeing choir people almost everyday,which means i cant attend the self studies,which also means that when this one week of holiday ends,i'll have to stay back probably everyday when there's no choir to make up for the self study..=(( And i realised that the teachers who want us to go back for self study really meant well for us..but i think fail 3 subs go back 3 days's a bit too over..anyway,i understand that your sacrifice your holidays for us,and i shall appreciate that..haha..Thanks mr soon!aka the rest of the teachers..

See a few people which i didn't expected to stay for the briefing today..people from 3rp a few of prcs,sadly they are those from choir de..And also those who i expect to come back,didn't have to come back..

Anyway,today overall seriously isn't a good day..Came back home,some unhappy things happened,then even some very pai seh things in school also happen..peng,i think luckily i never go talentime la..if not i'll sure faint de..

Acctually still got alot of not very nice things which happened today,but the lady who is currently beside me now,just commented that she thinks blog which post alot of unhappy stuffs is very disgusting,reason..i also don't know why..lols..So i shall end here.. ^^

I WANA GO GERMANY!!! RAHH!! =(

2007-02-20T06:31:00.000-08:00

Happy 3rd day of CNY ^^

I'm truly madly deeply bored now..nothing to do..anyway its like only 1032 pm now and my house and its surrounding is already quiet..At this time yesterday it was still so ren nao la and i was still very active..Probably it's cause my sister have already gone back to her hostle.

Anyway,shall talk about my chinese new year holiday..first night went my mum's dad house which means my grandpa's house;we go there every chu xi..like every year there are many people and this year's not an exception,but most of my cousins over there is younger than me my sis is the oldest there and i'm the third..haha anyway the few "older cousins" (me!)played alot of card games that night..poke..heehee (x That night past fast )=

The second dayy!!Went bai nian-ing..same every year get ang baos smile cheese and all..hahas..about like that not really very fun..but at least it was 18th!haha so i had to smile EXTREAMLY hard..lol =D didn't receive many presents this year sadly cause i thikn its school holidays and i didn't requested anything...haha..but still need to thank sista and pauline.=D

And todayy..WAS BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG..haha but i caught the movie follow the rules today..caught 2 movies yesterday "epic and men tu" epic sucked..seriously..waste money sia..x-x haha

so that's bout all..my new year..boring right?hahas..oh and my ang bao money this year less ALOT shrinked~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ booooooooonoooooo =(

2007-02-10T09:29:00.000-08:00

Heyys!!

lost my wallet yesterday so sad..felt like crying but tried my best not to before i got home..cause already didn't feel good le and somemore got scolded so felt really bad and just let go..hahas..but after that dad treated me damn nicely heehee so happy he didn't really scold me after that and even volunteered to drive me to tuition this morning..^^

So i think i've already let go and kan kai le!what's done cannot be undone from my dearest cousin "ting2" Grats to melissa you did us all proud gal! your hard work paid it all off!! hahas..lets hang out soon (x

Valentine day's coming soo soon..seems like this year most people around me got their valentine except me! =x lols..nvm i'll celebrate it with CHOIR my official stead! lols..Actually feeling quite good cause i'm kinda helping people and giving ideas to them..hope my ideas works!jia you people! hahas..just be more ROMANTIC la.. (you know who you are) ^^

Well lastly let me pray that i won't fail the tuition de Chem test again!! wallet i hope you come back! i'm missing you.. =(

2007-02-07T04:58:00.000-08:00

Oooo long time no see le people!!lols.. nothing really happen much recently..very busy with school work choir nd of course singing nd keyboarding..cut-ted my hair on monday..look sooo retarded now..some people say i look like china doll -.- sadly don't really have the motivation to study lehh..sighs..though this's week supposed to be a very stress week cause there is 3 tests but i'll slack the moment i finish bathing nd dinning..lols..i'm addicted to tveeee!!!

Trying my best to quit audition or any other internet games Or anime..lols..think i've suceeded halfway liaos..already slowed down my speed of naruto..so just continuin waiting for BLEACH! i aint gona stop bleaching heehee ^^ I miss kakashi nd naruto nd gaara!!!! =( lols..

This year's gna pass speedily agn..

Early wishes for all people ; happy valentine's day! hopefully i'll be able to blog before chinese new yr!! ^^

2007-01-21T06:33:00.000-08:00

DIE le la!!!! tmr hai dei exam my voice stl nt fully backed!omg omg omg..damn wad cn i dooo?!!prayn tmr will be ok everything okok..sighs..

prayndprayndpray...pls voicey come back perfectly.

2007-01-16T06:15:00.000-08:00

Im sickked tdy..sighs..cnt sing!!!!!doc gave me 2 dyas mc bt i'll be gng sch tmr stl la spread virus..lols..i woke up at 11 plus tdy nd den slpet agn at 2 to around 7 lidat.. =x i wan my voice back!!tmr gt choir nd i cnt sing!nxt mon hai dei exam liao...sure die de i haven even practise e song nd all e lalala stuffs la..X-X

Indeed according to horoscopes January is e dao mei de month fr aquarius sighs..wish everything goes well la..ciaoz..

2007-01-05T08:29:00.000-08:00

CHOIR RULZE x)

okaiie..so tdy was cca orientation or cca day..ok i talk abt class first.felt energetic for e first 1st lesson.soh guat eee..lols.she vr weird lehh..las yr nd tis yr like total changed person.tis yr sudd became so nicee.lols den e funniest thing she did was tt she said "yuuhuu" to e projector!!! omg tt's like so act cute LOL cuz her tt face wif tt expression vr funny lols den most of e class luffed.

din noe that it'll be soo boring aft tt lesson.den e sec lesson was geog.mr chua.he wasn't strict cept tt no one is to feel sleepy in his class.actually i find him quite nicee.lols..bt i vr tired cuz he was talking abt scientists nd DREAMS ~~dreaming.~~

followed by chin den recess nd maths..HCL tr was kinda pissed off by us.den erron kept making funn of e words she said during choir nd mun yee cheryl nd me were luffing like siao.cuz he looked vr funny when he said tt.lols i luff till i gt flame lor!

yepps everything was rather nice tdy cept tt i missed bai wan bao e last epi!!!!!!! ='( nvm i'll get someone to tell me.bt i roughly noe le cuz i asked liao..hahas..well..i seriously hope tmr michale de tyre pocheik! LOL.den i cn finally slp till i shuang. (x

hope everything goes well tmr! choir rocks!

2007-01-03T06:03:00.000-08:00

idunlikemyclass deadinclass reviveafterschool

2006-12-30T07:08:00.000-08:00

Been quarreling so much these few dayys.almost sickk of stayn home nd facing her.nd all this 14 years that i've realised that in her eyes im jz a failure someone untrustable.thinking back of all my past competitions she had never never encourage me or say at least some supporting words.all e fuck she says is that aiya you sure is the worst one there.nd when i nid the most comfort for my results.all e fuck she says is i expected you to be lidat.im sry i aint ur perfect 19 yr old daughter.im me monica tan ying lin.nt tan ying wen monica.your unfairness all these years hav made me much mre independant.if thats wad u wanted den u've gt wad u wanted.are you happy nw?i noe im rude.bt i cnt give you anymre respect becuz u din give me any.it may seem normal to you bt it is nt to me.calling my former form tr just to ask some stupid fucking shoe prob.thnx fr lettin me noe hw much you dun trust me.

im so disappointed that i feel like dying.ive been wif u fr 14 yrs nd all you tink that matters to me is some fucking cash?ohh dear yur so fucking right.

2006-12-17T08:36:00.000-08:00

In case i dun hav timee..

Im away or holidayys! hahas..frm tue to nxt mon..8 dayss.i'll be so home sickked!!lols..i gng vietname.aus trip cancelled due to shortage of ppl. -.-" anyways cyas ppl. dun wu huii im nt a least bit excited.cuz i rather stay in singapore.

2006-11-29T06:22:00.000-08:00

I love today! ahahahs (x

Firstly was kinda anticipating de.bt dunno time files hahas.Anw if u dun understand what i mean then that is today i got singing exam hahas.by some london college music intro by OB de tr.

Okayy anw i take grade 4 tdy.i wasn't abit nervous till i stood on the stage.hahas.den pei ying nd me reach at 2 i decided to pei her hers is 3 nd my is 4.den we practise abit nd went in the exam stage dere.

Nd to pei ying's shock.jasen was dere! hahas alex was dere too. ( dun wu hui its cause whenever pei ying singing tt time if she c jasen she'll luff de.) nd infront of us were 2 quite old de aunites bt dey r vr obvious de tai tai.haha den tt jasen ar super bad la he say he wonder their hair cn pull out de not.lols if u get wad i mean deir hair is those vr fu gu de curl.lols.

And everything was great fr all e 4 of us.mayb jasen was kinda disappointed la.cuz he sick ma den cnt shw his best out.Yepps.i tink tdy overall was nicee nd funn nd great except tt i missed choir X( oh ya..geting my cert tis sat! fast hor?hahas

Great dere's choir tmr!last day so sadd.hope mrs long wun be dere.heehee

2006-11-13T07:11:00.000-08:00

okayy..ytd hmm..funn bt tired (:

firstly in e morning there's choir.initially i tht it'll be quite sian bt luckily e main conductor came nd totally changed my impression (:

secondly aft choir went parkway wif nat fr lunch.pasta mania.nt bad bt i was damn bloated den stomach uncomfortable bt nth serious at tt point of time (:

And after lunch me nd nat went to this sweet shop near the bus stop to c c look look den we share this $1 5 packets gummy lol.it tatsed sooo... rubbery! LOL. (:

Boarded 31 went kallang den mrt to cityhall to meet Na nd Mun to watch step up.hahas.den i was the first to reach!!i waited fr em like abt 15 mins!! na reached secondly cuz mun lost her way.took wrong bus.

While waiting for Mun at central stage me nd nana starting playn tis game.who spots mun first wins!hahas.nd she spot her la! qi si ren.den we walked to suntech fr movie cuz we weren't able to ctahc the 415shw so we decided c the 5 clock shw.

Reached suntech.i was craving fr ice cream bt all so EX de.den mun nd na suggested cup walker.we smuggled up to e cinema.luckily i din bring a small bag (x

The movie was great!hahas.bt i was kinda thirsty stl cuz i finished my drink like 30 mins aft e shw?lol.i was despo till i peel off e cover den ate all e ice nd pearls la! lol.ohh okayy talking abt e movie.hmm..i was quite shocked when skinny died.the shw is nice bt e ending abit too rush la.

After movie they had to go hm alr cuz its gettn late.But i have hai dei!sigh so i travelled to maxwell market first to mett jasen dey all.den he kip sayn i fight wif ppl so injured my hand! ARGH! sayn agn! its i fall dwn kayy!? lol.

In class ytd jeremy came back! hahas.i din sing ytd cuz my stomach was VERY very uncomfortable at that time. X-X

Anws...good luck jeremy! i'll vote you many many!

pls vote fr 02! hahas (x

2006-11-03T01:03:00.000-08:00

my sec god bro.hahas vr naughty yet sweet ((:

2006-11-03T00:38:00.000-08:00

2006-10-26T04:01:00.000-07:00

MISS EVERYTHING.

Secondary school days seem to pass so fast.Still rmb orientation that time,when i totally find that shen yi was a total alien he kept sayn that blah blah blah stupid girls.Then from there his famous actions turned into pointing middle finger or prayn at people.LOL.

Nana <3 Hanging out with you is Super Great Funn ; starbucks , zara ,ice creams,raffles place,parkway.If unfortunately we get into different class,i promise that we'll always stl hangout. i promise (: as long as you are available

Ze hui-shrek Heyys thanks for listening to my sorrows in my dark times though in the end i stl left.Christmas present sure to receive a dogg frm me.dunt worry =D nd i'm glad we have been cured frm luffin at michale LOL. "time"

Mun yee - ah girl Think i've never tell you this , bt i think your IT skills vr pro ehh.lol.yepp.in e end we stl get back to yuan dian.thanks for comforting me nd supporting me, nd also lemme knw smth which i always wanted to know at tt time,bt dun dare to ask. you rock gal (:

Zhen. yoyo! always giving me flyn kisses; make me felt loved LOL (x i read ur post in e tai yang yu a number of times.like it alot and its realistic.ehh if u gt wrire somemore these type ar muz post in ur space.i always go read de.qr de oso. (:

Nattie- Hellooo sista.hmm e only gal in class older den me thanks for waitn 43 with me nd sacrifice your time.any prob call my hotline kayy (: believe in ur heart ,if u rly cnt take e feeling anymre seriously jz call me; i 'll try make u feel btr promise ((:

Jasme- Heyys jas! (: well same as joy.why ur so smart de?!gimme bit of ur brain can?can?lol.hanging out eif u was fun.(: well we both wasted enuff time on some idiot nd its time we FLY!!! so jelous of him!gt so many presents lo.hahas.well u gta rock on nd i love you (:

Wai khee.-paul 1 hill LOL.can i like shift u to my class nxt yr nd make u nd sarah sit behind me agn?Oh yahh nd i'll rmb to bring plastic bags fr u nd sarah to throw rubbish into it.~~into other people's butt/chair!~~ rock on gal (:

Joy. Waa c la.so smart.your efforts paid off (: i dun dare face mdm lee i din reply her msg either lol.hw?sure damn dui lian la.sighhs..lol.hmm y nt u exchange marks wif me? okay? (x

Jia-Meng.hellooo chio bu/hyper active gal/sweet monster/chocolate monster/ sweet sista.haha told u beofre i rly treat u like my mei mei cuz u vr cute.dunt worry if u go SP i'll also go SP de.den we'll cryy together kay? LOL. we both jia you fr that something btr out dere (:

Shing*dearest lao gong (x - angel. When your reading this u btr be putting ur rubber band!rmb before christmas! thank you soooooooooooooooooooooo much. u nd nana pulled me up frm my darkest time nd made me believe that true frens stay with u in ur weakest point.I love that history lesson.because it was frm that moment i discovered the ~wonders (x actually this was supposed to be in e letter."i wun ask u to jia you fr track cuz i noe you alr put in your upmost efforts ,i'll say good luck,best of lucks,BEST BEST of lucks to you (:" shing dunt worry this time rund de holidayys u wun rot at hm (: we'll ALWAYS ,OFTENLY call u out :D

Sarah-Ayess dearie (: read wai khee's one cuz part of it involves u too.Well...you were also dere listening to my sorrows in my dark hours nd tis i rly wna thank you.Rmb we always do e hangsign wif e palms facing out?lol.whr to find neighbours to play this kind of thing next yr?nd u gta teach me hw to peel e sticker la!i went to try one den e whole thing came out LOL. sobbs.bt best of lucks to u nd wk,Jess,yj,wj (: (i nida thank YJ too hahas thanks fr PE tt time:)

Qing ran-my bro! (x Why are you so cool leh?We'll definately be in different class nxt yr sadd.bt that doesn't matter cuz we stay near each other.We can hang out in the library or food court yes?btw..white sands changed alot rt?so nice nw.lets go lib together soon (: i think i'm gna miss your coolness all the scoldn yuan dong paingin e windows screaming at me. sobbs.. u muz piang window louder nxt yr,so i cn hear (x mwhahaaha.

2HARMONY 2006 Best of lucks to everybody.

Feel free to call my fone whenever.Its a "hotline" hahas.Even though i cnt promise to make you smile,bt if you need i can cry with you (:

stay pretty/cool everyone ; e harmoney spirit will live on.it goes on and on.

overnight chalet.we gna rock it upside dwn! LOL.someone pls rmb ask me bring my cam.(: xie le.

2006-10-17T05:05:00.000-07:00

Am listening to the chinese version of solitaire now.Sung by S.H.E.And why am i feeling all these memories again?Curse e song for being so sad la. hahas..

So..what hav i gone thru tdy..hmm..

geog paper.sadd la.i rly studied HARD fr it i swear.sighh nd i onli gt 43 over 80 =(

sci paper miracle happened hahas. (x tnx JY cuz it rly happened 82/100 i'm rly alr contented wif tis.

tmr gt stupid maths remedial class.maths rly caused me so much misery,SIGH bt pls pls let the test be included in the overall.pls pls.bt i rly hope tmr cn survive nd thur nd mon sobbs..

Thank you ppl who made me feel so much btr (:

Tdy's morale

People wun fake hw dey feel.cuz when people fake hw dey feel dey respect e person dey fake to.nd frm me,i aint gna fake.cuz i dun respect.

let it be plain.

2006-10-12T08:20:00.000-07:00

Exams are finally over.Or just over.Dunt noe why bt to me its like no big deal.I just not used to watching tv aft dinner now.Hmm..tdy's ACC was simple din tht that it wud be so simple.hahas bt great thanks to NA fr e quiz in e morn helped me so much (x

Abt the debrief..disappointed,scored higher fr mid-yr.One gd news frm miss lee,nobody failed p1!!me nd shing screamed when she told us that in staff rm tdy!!hahaha..she said infact she tht we did rather well. (x bt i tink i will jus pass by few marks cuz i rly rly dunno HW TO DO!

Aft debreif was funn (= FUNN n FUNN (x

Here i pray hard fr everybody's result to be gd! hope everybody gets into e stream dey wan! (:
JY pls stop calling urself stupid ur SO NOT.

a lil smth fr myself.yepp recently so many things happened around me and on me,abt las 2 wks of sept was disastrous to me,nd i'm so glad that i hav you gals who gave me strength nd walk the dark dark path.i will nv frget wad u said shing.that frens will appear in ur darkest hours to guide u thru.tnx so much (:

Gals pow!

her heart is so confused nw.has the melody she composed fr him dead?she doesn't noe.here comes another tune.2 tunes playin at the same time.how do i expect her to define?e melody just cnt seem to die.yet e tune is gettn louder.

i noe that time will nt fade things away.not e melody nor e tune.

2006-10-07T00:33:00.000-07:00

okk..i decided to post cuz i cnt seem to study anything nw.not in e mood the moment i see maths or chi i wan slp! ytd slept at arund 11 plus as i was waitn fr SOMEONE'S reply as he was gaming nd thank me to wait fr him to finish it.As i was waitn i did some chi.my sis old O's chi assesment.It was much easier den i tht it was,think its cuz O'level is eaiser ba.Then i was so tired that i decided nt to wait,nd sleep! (x

Oh yeah,ytd aft e lit papaer went out with nana nd shi ying,saw dawn,cheryl.We went royal sporting hse nd nana saw this puma bag,nd she fell in lurve wif it(love at first sight) LOL..nd even though we alr had our lunch,miss NA wanted to vsit her favourite starbucks fr drinks nd talks..i feel like an idiot dere LOL cuz i din understand the "starbucks" language,so i had to have na beside me when i was ordering..lol.

Back to tdy,i woke up nearing 12 tdy,beautiful sleep,cuz i din wake up inbetween (x nw is alr near 4 nd i realised that i haven study much!hw?sigh i cnt study!! mayb is e haze's that giving me e effect,hahas..no one to blame so blame it on the haze! read e news abt e standford primary sch case,nd i rly pity those poor P sixes.hopefully dey will recover soon nd take e test wif a well body..(:

this month bill sure bao agn.SIGH,BLAME IT ON E HAZE! cuz i nid to sms to kip myself awake (x

Haze haze go away,
Leave this world,
Nd disappear!

2006-09-20T03:02:00.000-07:00

Tdy is sad sad sad.I'm thinkn mayb nobody reads my blog cuz i find it so dead.mayb gna close it aft e exams sick n tire of me needn to tagg for only nobody to read.

First period was e lit.not so bad,but still find it quite boring.Sec was p.e table tennis.din noe that i was such a idiot.We took mr sequira abt 45 mins to teach us,the "failures" how to serve ball and return la.then recess..din eat tdy,went bac to class wif nic,girl's talk.hahas..if that was counted la.hmm...third period was EL,super super super boring.had to do comprehension.pukes~~~and it was art aft tt.din noe suhaimi so fierce chase jun jie out of class cuz he scolded the f word.
last period,yang meh de chi,aiya tdy we all vr cham lorr all do vr boring stuffs,we did chang wen suo duan during chi. puke anth time.

Duno whether is it exam stress not la,bt i jus feel so depress these days.Cant find any reason to smile.I want to smile for everybody,bt i cnt.And i cnt shw that i'm depress cuz almost everybody arund me's muggn n i jus cnt bring their mood dwn anymore.so i shall vent everything i cn tdy in this empty blog.

I know we're close.bt even we're close pls do nt take me for granted.there'll be times when i feel forgotten too.pls respect me like how u respected others.I'm a human i've gt my opinions too.

Treat others like how you want to be treated.

2006-09-16T07:44:00.000-07:00

Jus realise the cousin i tht to be innocent n sometimes sweet wasn't as innocent as i tht..SIGH

She sent gerald messages that shows she tryn to get fresh wif him.I mean she's onli 9! for goodness sake.she told ger not to take her just as a lil gal,she told him that he was hot,and please when did i ever mention anything abt ger to her la.SIGH.okayy n nw ger's askn me what to do.act normal or stay away frm her,jus tell me what to do la.Argh.. its not the first time people around me are interested in knowing him, i dun mind if its my friends are interested in him,cuz at least the age gap wun be so far,but nw,its my cousin!and she's so young yet she's dng smth liddat.My parents tht it was funny,but i dun rly tink its a joke.She's young and she go for the branded goods and she's so open.Mayb is the sch's she in nw,if i havn't mentioned she's nt in singapore,she's in jarkarta.i'm worried fr her,back when i was p3 all i could rmb was that i ate every single thing i could see,and i dun even know how to use internet!but nw she gt branded goods,friendster,msn,her own nitendo DS,handphone...

I'm so worried for her that what if she come cross some evil guy or whatever..Sigh just tell me whata do la..almost went bonkers when ger forward those messages to me.gimme some suggestions yea ppl?

If ever you see this,pls understand that i'm not tryn to interupt what u tink its right,but its just that Ger tht that u were tryn to get fresh wif him so he forwarded the msg to me,if we misinterpreted the msg den we're totally sorry.Also i rly hav no offence sayn tis bt i tink u will understand this not everthing in life is the way we want.Rmb the roxy slippers u insisted but i din allow u to buy cuz u alr hav a pair,and u wasn't vr happy?This is what i mean by certain things in life will nt be as we wanted.I hope u wun be angry wif him,be friends wif him and know more abt him he's nice to ppl (:

Monica loves you alot my dear lil cuz..

2006-09-15T07:50:00.000-07:00

HEEHEE (:

dunno wads wrong with me but i fell so in love with these pictures.kinda crazy but i jus like every of them so much.hahas so i jus share with ur la.(x
hope ur like it.

Good luck jeremy!Get into jue dui so we can watch you soar on the stage!!!though may not be able to support you LIVE,but i shall giv u morale support here! (x good luck!Even my text colour mus use red to signify good luck.LOL. jia you worr!

2006-09-09T09:18:00.000-07:00

Tday i realised so much that life is so unfair.The evil gets the good while the good suffer.But i shall hold onto the belief that someday e bad will be discovered and eliminated?Well...we're jus waitn fr tt day.wen i jus cnt take it anymore.

to a dear person.pls realise sometimes its ur mistake.stop pushin all ur blames to others.If ur willing to noe its part of ur fault.maybe it wudnt be so bad nw.now i cnt jus let it go.its too deep.you totally make me feel ur hopeless.dun try to know who is it.if its nt you den its nt you.

wen onli one person feels dislike you.maybe its tt one person's problem.but wen its not onli one person.that the prob most likely lies wif you.repent n i'll try.

If you stl tink the prob lies wif us.den fine e prob lies wif us.
forget tis post if you feel its nt ur fault.

i tht you will change.i tht.but you totally broke my trust.so much.each time i see u i feel sick.pls stop fakn.get back to what you used to be.`

i wun giv you e best
dressed lie;

2006-09-08T08:21:00.000-07:00

ooh oh
im not missing you
mmmm

been through just about everythingthat i could go through when it comes to relationshipsdont know what i was missing or why i aint listenwhen i told myself that was itbut here i go hurt again causeof my curiosity now that its overwhat else could it bebesides a cheat
i made a promisenever to settle (why didnt i keep it)cos i needed the heart breakcryin and cheatin the fooling around
but im not missing u

im not going through emotionswaiting and a hoping u call meim not missing uu mighta had me openbut i must be goin becausei got lots to doi know im usually hanging oni used to hate to see u gobut this time its differenti dont even feel the distanceim not missing im not missing u
its a shame in a waycos i feel that i may notever find the right one for medid i leave him this yeari didnt find a face ohwill my true love ever behow could i go on a search againwhen i know what the end will bewhat good is love when it keeps on hurting me
i made a promisenever to settle (why didnt i keep it)cos i needed the heart breakcryin and cheatin the fooling around

but im not missing u

im not going through emotionswaiting and a hoping u call meim not missing uu mighta had me openbut i must be goin becausei got lots to doi know im usually hanging oni used to hate to see u gobut this time its differenti dont even feel the distanceim not missing im not missing u

im not going through emotionswaiting and a hoping u call meim not missing uu mighta had me openbut i must be goin becausei got lots to doi know im usually hanging oni used to hate to see u gobut this time its differenti dont even feel the distanceim not missing im not missing u

no i cant be with u cosim scared felt like i was falling when u left mei cant keep going through lifeunaware of what im missingor the person that i could beloves good when its rightbad when its leftin ur memory all the time anytimei guess love will be nice for someonethis is life
im not missing u

im not going through emotionswaiting and a hoping u call meim not missing uu mighta had me openbut i must be goin becausei got lots to doi know im usually hanging oni used to hate to see u gobut this time its differenti dont even feel the distanceim not missing im not missing u
im not going through emotionswaiting and a hoping u call me(knocking at my door)u mighta had me open (ay oh)but i must be goin because(this is the best day of my life)i know im usually hanging oni used to hate to see u gobut this time its differenti dont even feel the distanceim not missing im not missing u (im not missing, wooooh yea, im not missin u, no baby, im not missin u)

Hahas..i noe its a longgggg lyric.but its jus fr ppl who cnt hear e song.cuz uncle bhb jus tell me that my blog no song!lol.and he requested for tis.hope you like my new skin.n lin shu qin,dun ever tink of gettn back hm alive on mon!

2006-08-31T05:21:00.000-07:00

AIYO...

That skinny monkey shen yi! STOP calling me man tou!ARGH.I'm so not!
Anws..tdy i bought an orange hairband!Ohh.i love e colour! (XX

Released school at 1030,went to old block,tie my hair and acc xin to toilet.
Met ah bao at sing post dere i forgot that we gng popular la!Den i stl go tap my ezlink n get into e platform n wait fr her!!wasted 40 cents nehh!idiot me..

Couldn't get a gift i wanted for mdm soh,so i decided to go e flower shop dere to see if dere is anth that i could get.Then we saw tis super pretty de sunflower!!! 1 stalk for $4,and of cuz i buy la.anw i gt bao n jun yuan sharing maa.haha.and i was so in love wif e sunflower that i almost wanted to keep it for myself! (x the yellow is so nice! oh ya..we bought cards too.To pan jie and han huayi i bought recycled cards ok! and that card cost me $2.50!

We reached mbs at round 12 plus gng 1.We were like the few late ones?n i cnt imagine tt mr tan jun yuan went dere arund 8 plus?if i'm nt mistaken.lol.Anw,we met yuin n mag dere.sadly ann was wif mw den we din rly got together cuz dey came lot earlier den us den dey ate le,find tr le,so dey jus walk arund.BUT LISTEN!! ANN THOUGH WE DIN HAVN'T TALK MUCH LATELY,BUT I RLY MISS U SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!(nd i dunno if u'll c tis,bt if u do,i miss u! x)

At the federation dere left mag,yuin n me cuz bao went to find her band de trs.So we talked,and yuin shwed us her ezlink card holder.gt adriano's signature! Then sudd she mention zhen zi..den we wonder y.She took out her ezlink card.LOL.lemme try to shw ur e pic.i cnt use words to describe la!but its jus super funny!tis is it.e 3 toots frm MBS p6 2004` [x

Yupp,so aft sometime,as i said earlier we share present wif jun yuan,so he had to pay me.He was at e concert hall dere while we were at federation dere la!Den we like idiots holdin fone n wavin oppo sides.LOL.cept tt he was eatn ice cream.so he looked idiot-er.hahahs.

Aft a LONG LONG time.we finally saw mdm soh and we chat chat in staff rm lorr.Wa she got so many presents la!envious lehh..

4 gng 5 le..we left sch..den me n mag went tamp n saw JOY n JOY saw YIYANG.
haha.

Happy Teacher's Day To All Teachers!!
Continue Loving Us.Nd We'll Love You Too! (x

i hate me.

2006-08-27T05:49:00.000-07:00

well.. its 4 mins to 9 and i haven have my dinner.forget it decided not to eat.go on diet.haha.Sigh its home alone tonight agn.So bored and creepy up here in 13 floor.Well agn without early notice,mum's gna leave fro vietnam on wed.Sigh.cant stand it when she always inform me so last min.But that's e way she is.So much stresses alr and yet more stress are comin soon.SIGH.

>upcoming maths quiz tmr
>ting xie 4 chaps tmr
>chi test on tue.counted one
>problems
>stupid hair
>EYE-(exam) nt eye la.lol..
>hot in e night.air con spoil.sickening.
>ze sprain her ankle so badly
>flunk my geog.
>sci too.

SIGH

I so wish to stop everything now.Isolate myself from everything for a few days.Think that might make me feel better?Anw aft my mum's gone my dad cant be bothered with me much either.

These words hav been running inside my mind.

Monica monica be yourself agn.
Like the past when you brave thru everything with ur frens during psle.
Then i tht.If only problems were so simple as we were primary 6.

Anw to all mbs ppl who are reading this.Even if i dunno u.I miss everyone of ur so much!I miss mbs 2004-p6.

My sis has gone back to her hostle so the hse is will be left with me my maid my dad by wed night.

Eevrybody's busy with wrk now.So i shall post what i feel in my blog.

Where is wonderland?

2006-08-24T06:52:00.000-07:00

You took your love awaytoo fast
Left no chance to say look back
Now I know the truth
It makes it easier
Maybe when time goes by
I'll understand
Let's pretend that I've moved on
and I'll tell myself that life goes on
without you open my eyes and look deep inside,
I run away
You threw it all away
So blind pushed me far from you and your life
Now I know the tears wont relieve the loneliness
Maybe when time goes byI'll understand

- Britney spears;i run away.

I just wana say a Big thank you to e 7 of my babes. (x
Let's add oil together for streaming,and get into the same class hopefully.hahas.

Hopefully my mum keeps her promise and go cut hair with me tmr.Gna cut shrt! strat everything ANEW!
ppl jus dun be shock and gimme e look on mon.pls.everytime anybod do smth to his/her hair ppl always got e look de.Sometimes vr saddening de leh! haha.

Never knew brit's old song could fit in my blog so well.I miss her voice!Come back britney! i love you!!

good luck for ever upcoming thing.

Nobody will try to change you.And you aint gna change my impression of you.Well,i jus wna say takkaire.`

2006-08-23T06:19:00.000-07:00

She has fallen apart.`

betrayed

2006-08-18T02:53:00.000-07:00

okayy i never knew i will be this sad.SIGH.When they realised what she did behind their backs,they discussed whether to confront her.....

It breaks her heart to know what the gal did.The trust she or they had in her vanished within 5 mins.Nobody understand why and why she did those things.She knew her the longest.She thought they were best friends.Unexpected what she did to her.

"I was so mad.I felt like strangling her." vulagrs were heard from all her friends.Will she repent?

2006-08-12T06:53:00.000-07:00

Heyy peeps.Tdy we went out,not exactly went out la.Cause the real purpose was for jm n cs.And also for the soka de concert la.Well,the concert was quite okayy.Cept the vocalists ar...sigh reali cant make it.CEPT for one particular soloist.He sang so super well!!!Then aft the concert....

We went tampines agn.By that time was abt 5 plus gng 6 ba i guess tdy special i din wear my watch.Anw we went tamp and we were like hanging in the middle of the mall deciding where we wanted to go.LOL.In the end we ended up deciding to have dinner.Aft alot of comments from us,we went to e fourth floor to phins.The qi si ren de part is coming alr.Then we told the waitress we hav 7 peeps.She gave us a very big table ,and we sat dwn.Den sudd the boys went missing!!We were quite angry cause we rly very hungry le!In the end dey ended up in pasta mania while we were at phins la.funny rt.I also dunno y liddat.

Aft dinner we went arcade.Wasted a few bucks.sadly sobbs lol.And we went take neos.okayy tis part i shall not say.Go see if joy or jm got put annot ba.

2006-08-08T09:50:00.000-07:00

Tdy was NDY celebration in school.Hmm...quite fun la everything cept for the ND quiz.Actually is quit funn.But too many of it is just SO BORING!So me and shrek decided to create our own songs by using the lyric of the ND songs. =D way fun! After the quiz.It was the singing of the ND songs.This is the funn-est part.We were like pulled by yang-meh to stand behind and SCREAM!DANCE!CHEER! lol.She taught us the kick leg pose,hold hand pose and many more la.

After that we went Bugis.Hmm..lunched there.Oh ya we took the 32 den its a non-aircon bus la.I was sitting with xin jus behind the second door.The door like anytime will fly out de lorr.SCAry.Nth much aft that.Cept that joy,nic n natt went suntech while the rest of em decided to go hm den i meet my mum lor.

Leaving home to national parade le.Takkaire peeps! HAPPY NDY! njoy the holidays! ((:

2006-08-05T09:11:00.000-07:00

Sigh.Big Sighs.Super Big sighs.When will he ever know?His mood swings so fast that sometimes i really find it so tired.Its been such a long time since i kept that feeling.Yea i have great friends to confide to,but the gap just wun close fully.Each time he swings his mood on me.The gap gets bigger.Today i wrote a song about him.Maybe is also about us la.

Anw,tmr got tution.Tdy also.But think tmr will be more interesting because aft tut me joy n nic going out to SHOP.Yupp then aft that gna send sister bac to her hostle. NTU.Not sure if i'm gna miss her.Hahas.But will bu xi guan la.Tdy or rather just now. I watched lake house.Den realised there is actually somebody else except me who will want to watch this type of shw.Joy ur "hao peng you" aka mother.

JUST! i saw a SUPER BIG N BLACK lizard!!!! Den i ran away frm my computer! LOL.i tht it was a bird cuz it was making those chi chi chi de sound la.LOL

f

2006-06-07T09:20:00.000-07:00

i think some of you might be wondering why i always accept mushy testimonial from gerald.this is the answer to the question,ill be saying this for the first and last time,to avoid any misunderstandings.SIGH,the reason is we made a deal not to delete each other's testimonial,or we'll be severly punished by either.

another thing,someone please force me to do my work,i'm like slacking all the way!!!! i kknow i'll die when school reopens because i really can't get into the mood of WORKING!& i'm SOSO bored!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH =(

2006-06-06T02:59:00.000-07:00

super sorethroat! cant sing these few days.sigh,so sadd.its worst den being forced to eat celery lorr mr g. so stop mocking me.if not dunt even expect me to treat you when we go out.sobbs,i feel so terrible without the power of my throat.my sis scream at me i cant scream back.mum yell i cant yell back! so sadd nehh!

things changing

2006-04-01T07:29:00.000-08:00

thanks gerald. (=
so many things have happened.i don't know where to start from.(pardon me for using perfect english if not i'll be reprimanded by .) lol.
siok khim could tell i was faking out these days.i don't really know how i did it but eventually,nobody except her noticed it.well,let me start from today since i don't really know where to start from.
after yesterday's concert,i was supposed to meet maggie and angie at tampines at 1.30,however,i was still home in home clothes at 1.10.hating to go against my vows,i decided to take a cab over there.(i was thinking to skip lunch for the sake of saving money hahas.)while i was waiting for a cab,this very pretty malay lady,22 years old came up to me and ask me if i was taking a cab,obviously if not what am i doing there like a statue?then i asked her where she was going,tampines!she repiled.ahahas.so lucky uh.so we got on the same cab,and guess what,i got a free ride!!! cause she said she just got her pay today!

we ate ajisan for lunch

and we shop and shop for mag's black shoe however,we got really damn tire,and decided to take a break.so we bought ice cream from the "low fat ice cream shop" and sat down in the benches in basement of century square (you know the place with the shop n save."shenshen shen mama zhui bang" that one.) and we ate ice creams!

my's the chocolate one.oh ya and recently i discover something so schocking!i can't really spell out crockroach! i should go bang my head.LOL

after this we went bata for the shoes,and while waiting for the sales lady,we took the a pic yah i inderstand we look like retards!

and let me end the day with a most memorable picture on april's fool! (:

LOVE YOU GALS FOREVER! =)p

camp

2006-03-14T01:07:00.000-08:00

yays! jus returned frm camp ytd.was so tired that i slept frm aftnoon 2 plus to 8 plus den frm 11 to 10 tdy.lol.i know i'm like a pig.but true ebuff i'm.lol.camp was quite funn.but tiring lahh.actually is damn tiring.den we were accused by trs because one of the kayats capsized and e instuctor wanted us to stay n help IN THE SEA! den we returned to shore vr late causing the boys unable to kayat.i know it was definately the instuctor who said that it was our fault because i heard mr sequiara asking her why we return shore so late.idiot lorr.hate to be accused..got 5 love bites frm the loving mosqitoes.even applyn insect repellent doesn't seemed to help.the most digusting thing is that we had to clean the toilets!!!gosh i dunno why some gals so disgusting they threw their pads in the toilet and it flooded the toilet !!!!omg and we were like supposed to unflood it!thinking of it agn gives me goosebump mann.eewe.)= but other than that.hmm..was the amazing race!its so funn!and our team had a great senior!he's truly so nice hehe.the most sian activity was the bay watch.ssssooooo sian diao.LOL den during the bay watch 2nd event my grp had this quite shuai senior bt he was like always sleeping? LOL everything was nicee cept fr hmm..bay watch lahh.oh yaa.and aft kayaking.i'm nw as dark as a chacoal.sobbs.

las day of common tests!

2006-02-28T05:22:00.000-08:00

yepps its the las day of common tests tmr!! yays! dere's hai dei tmr too which is soo cool! hahas.bt we are suposed to sing hokkien songs tmr.c hw i die .i onli know chia cham (train station) damn old song.hehe always listen to my grandmother sing when i was young.(i dun mean i'm old nw!)wan thank xin fr dng the favour.actually is her dad lahh.hehe. xD

pic of elvis.he's so shuai! ((=

all in one

2006-01-13T17:37:00.000-08:00

hahas hi everyone! sorry hasn't been bloggering since 7 dec because too bz le!but bz is surely better than nth ta do. i'll jus like post some of the things that happened these days yah?

this is the flag day last wk.so tirin bt i finially noe who are the kind souls! =)

the world's second largest fairy's wheel in tw! n the view in it.

urrm me is the dan shui dere its vr warm dere lahh bt the wind is vr strong hahas jus look at my hair!

sis mum n me!

the guyys playn socccer! its a hostle i think.

my tour guide!she's so cool de.hehes

in the wheel

place whr i saw bing xing! hahas

most interesting place during the trip

look at the stone behind us! doesit look like a women's side view?

fossils!

leaving for home!

thedyaswe hadd

2005-12-02T19:01:00.000-08:00

hahahahahahaha.i miss food! okayy lemme explain why i went missing these few days.pasir ris holi flat! yupp,me siok and zhen,we bbq-ed ALOT indoor.lol.it was stuffy for sure.and we were glad that nobody complained ?we went cycling at 6 plus the first day and den went to the beach.NICE cuz the tide was cumin up so it was coool.we went bac the flat and start our satay sasuage buiness.i shud thank zhen.lol.cuz she was the one who peng-kang for us.=) me and siok somehow jus bother to eat.hehe.BUT in the end i got wash all the plates HORR! okayy den we wanted to play all nite through bt we din in the end so we slept at 3 4 plus liddat.we woke up at 10 plus in the morning and hurried downtown for breakfast! we went bowlin aft that!so funn.we wanted to kinda like cheat the mann cuz we din press start bowlin mahh den in the end he know lorr!so tao yan den he cut short our game.hehehe.=x bt he onli cut shrt 1 turn.i spared! for urrm 4 times? LOL.so happy.siok too so li hai!

doyou wanto?

2005-11-28T23:04:00.000-08:00

yum yum...i'm eatin a BIG BAR of cadbury extra almond chcolate.hahas.today was practically BORED!!! but tmr i'm gng orchard agn with my godma! yay!hope i can get the 37 degree pencil box!the other day went orchard supposingly took alot of pics de bt mag haven upload em.ssadd.if not ur can c how nt appetizing our food is.hehehe.i admit my mood was rather bad the other day cuz my fone went dead batt.den i had to wait for my mum and sis alone cuz it was kinda late and an n mag went hm le mahh.my legg hurt!and that day was a total boring shoppin hangout with my mum and sis.my mum onli bothered to look at her own stuffs while my sis suddenly said she had to go orchard library for dunno wadd?mum expected to buy a semi formal dress at a cheap price over at far east.wee saw a few nice one bt she din like it so in the end we were like holdin air? and my leg hurt-ed soo much! sobbies.well i'll be gng taiwan on 26 dec yay! i'm so gng to enjoy e hot springs! hopefully by then i'll be able to get my cam working?i'll be gng for 8 days.csant wait to fly dere.hehehe.well looking forward to thur too cuz me siok n zhen will be stayin in the holi flat!yay! :)

i jus dun love you no more

2005-11-20T23:25:00.000-08:00

okayy i'm confessin now.i miss 2 peeps.J.R firstly and urrm that person.but so wadd.i cares onli for J.R now i hope i wun break this honour cause i've been keeping it for a few days.ans i'm learning to cope with it.it hurts seriously.anotherthing i NID to confess.i do know that the title is i just dun love you no more okayy sis?i not idiot lehh.dun tell me u tink i'm please?:)dinner today i went hans! i ate the super creamy and little ingrediant pasta.it cost 9.80 eith onli 5 prawns!!! bt i jus like it lehh. hehehhe.i was kinda feeling bored jus now so i watch the kone de vcd agn.suddenly hav a urge to have him appear right infront of me.sobbs.

look at him!

sighh!i nid go library and have a book! =)

fall out boy.

2005-11-17T22:40:00.000-08:00

hahas.hi peeps.ytd was bored at home with one crazy comp which it recovers when its happy or wadeva.i usin my sis's now .hmm..today went bac to sch buy book and saw rachelle.the books were like so dmn heavy luckily i have a hot babe zhen zhen to help out =D we were supposed to like go out aft tt den that xin xin lorr.!. pai sai us agn.den in the end me and zhen zhen went tampine we watched just like heaven! so sweet,muz watch ow! we went the century de cine den zhen say she saw those things on our sits!cuz we had the last row mahh in the end we anyhow sitt.hoping that that sit dun belong to anybody.hehehe.i got so freaked out when zhen say that there is one jus behind my seat.she say those are those that will stay dere forever.dey wun leave de.halfway through the show i felt smth cold lorr.cuz on my right there left only one seat mahh,den i held zhen de hand all way through the show.hehehe.chi ta tou fu. =X we ate swensen! nicee. i today gt mood to take no. 3 from tampine mahh and so i took.guess how long the bus took to travel from dere to ponggol. 1 hr 15 mins sia!!! arr! waste of my time.luckily my butt din suffer frm heat stroke.lol.

boring

2005-11-15T12:13:00.000-08:00

everything that happened in this year looks like is over now.though i still hav those vr deep memory.hahas,i'm so bored up at home!sigh have to do all the chores cause maid went holiday somehow lahh for a month.luckily she's cumn back next tue if not i'll 发疯.hope li zhen wakes up early today so she'll lend me her acc to read chrno crusade.if onli today is ytd.cause ytd had a great time at kbox with an.the time passes so quickly ytd.but t cash too.broke now.sobbs.i was hopin to put everything aside and start a fresh year.tellin myself onli to think abt J.R now.next yr stream le vr scare sia.my results is as "good" as a pile shit.i dunno wadd to do.reali studied lorr.no choice so many smart peeps in my class.deyy reali vr pro de lorr.if onli i can have their brains.hehe :x i got pea brain diease de.sad..